I don't hate it. I just don't like it at all and it's terrible.

Today was a great day because I decided to let go of some things I had been holding onto, little knick knacks here and there taking up space in my house and going unused, and decided to regift them to someone so that they could bring someone joy and actually get used!

However, Mercury Retrograde is also upon us and I am feeling overwhelmed, sad, and discouraged overall. The overall feeling of my life not being where I want it to be, that things could be and therefore should be better. Likely a sign that I need to exercise and get some dopamine in my system, rather than look to social media or youtube for a temporary escape.

Instead, I'll look for some positive things for my mind to glom onto. 

I'm down to 143 lbs, am very close to my 100k goal for the year, had quite a few hauls this year, including an incredible steal for airpods for frank from Target and some clothes that have been on my wishlist for an entire year.

We are eating hotpot for Thanksgiving dinner and I have Germany to look forward to as well.

I'm hoping to use this time of Mercury Retrograde as a time of reflection and declutter, as well as brainstorming what in my life is going well.