Congratulations, universe. You win | Day 61 of 90

Salad today for lunch and some leftover pasta for a snack. Did a HIIT workout with Frank and worked up a sweat!

Had coaching with Audrey which is always energizing and we talked about how I can energize myself daily.

Won one game of Mahjong and lost the rest, sadly.

We also tried the 5 tidying method yesterday and I am hopeful that this is something that Frank and I can do going forward!

We did trash and dishes and laundry yesterday and today we will work on tackling things that need to get put back in its place.

Random thought of the day: One of the reasons why I feel like I could never be a lawyer is because I can't stand injustice and the idea of experiencing the failure of the justice system to bring about true justice because of people's biases or liars.

Assholes who are able to acquit criminals bothers me so much that I feel like it would really be soul-crushing for me. I understand that a lot of lawyers want to help people, but I feel the system is broken enough that how many people can you really help? 

And also, you have to have pretty thick skin to be able to do it. I mean, I guess you're getting paid either way and it's your job, but it's pretty emotionally taxing and kind of thankless.

I also feel like a lot of the times people are in pretty desperate situations which brings out the worst in people. People who would want to be lawyers or are lawyers are pretty different from me in general in terms of personality and maybe there's an endorphin rush to being able to convince a jury or win a case, but I don't know. I used to want to be a lawyer as a kid because I liked arguing and debate, but it made me too emotional. My parents always wanted me to be a lawyer.

But I think my disposition and personality is just not really cut out for it. It kind of makes me wonder the kind of people who do it and are successful. Having an ambitious personality, very charismatic, very persuasive, and I guess accepting that some injustice is a part of the job description.